I'm still live!
Hair: my pressed my hair out in the beginning of april and it was much thicker and even than i thought it was going to be. it looks really nice and is pretty much a full shoulder length.
i've since had to give it a trim because i got freaked out when i saw short bits of the ends all over the place. i've now realized that i have a protein overload because while straight, i've been putting cholesterol on my ends and baggying every other night. my hair HATEs protein. i can take this cholesterol conditioner like every so often, but my hair was not having it any more frequently.
well, i just realized that was my issue. idk why it took me so long to recognize it. i got regular cheapy Suave moisturizing conditioners (granted they have cones but whatever). I'm going to be baggying with either one of those pretty much everyday and doing everything i can to counteract this brittle, crunchy business.
BODY! OH my poor body. I'm officially a 36DD omg. I hate that. Its not cool. it just makes me think of fat. I think I'm still about a 180 which is where I was when I first started. I'm not going anywhere. I have to do something.
I have realized that I should try to make my workouts really short but more regular and consistent. I mean like 10 mins everyday or something like that. I will vary what I'm doing, however, but I will only be doing it for about 10 mins. maybe 15 mins and then eventually increase to 3 days a week for 20 mins. My goal is to make exercise more regular. I have to focus on that.
I need to cut out a lot of the carbs I eat too, but I don't otherwise eat very unhealthy foods, just rice or pasta noodles or something during supper. In fact, I doubt it is what I'm eating more than the fact that I just don't move my body for very long.