HighAspirations
Well-Known Member
12 weeks post thinking of transitioning to natural!
I need to engage myself in this thread again as I really desire to stretch beyond 10-12 weeks. It seems that if I go beyond this timeframe, my hair starts acting funky and beings to break. And when I go for a TU, I find my ng is too thick for the stylist to navigate through without a bunch of tugging and pulling, which of course leads to breakage.
Ladies please help me, i am seeking feedback/advice.
I am really considering my stylist's proposal to me. She quoted me a discount price to visit her every 6 wks to get my ends in shape including a deep conditioning and blowout.
My concerns are she's ALWAYS wanted me visit her frequently in the past, which i feel like this is one reason it's self. Plus when i comes to my hair i am a plain jane, i don't flatiron or blow dry my hair at all. By going to my stylist every 6 wks i will be getting it blown out and flat ironed. Which is non negotiable (we had that talk in the beginning) and who's to say necessarily if it will be an over kill?
I am very frustrated at this point. I have been on this board (which seems like forever) and seen you lovely ladies transition, bc, start from a bald head and reach your goals like twice. I've even seen plenty of women who start their journey after or at the same time as me with a shorter length than myself reach WL and beyond.
Sorry for ranting but i feel like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and dunno what to do. What would you do? I have not had any real setbacks but my first stylist being scissor happy with me for a few years. Also not always being consistent places a major part, too. Are my ends really holding me back? Something has to give. TIA.
Ladies please help me, i am seeking feedback/advice.
I am really considering my stylist's proposal to me. She quoted me a discount price to visit her every 6 wks to get my ends in shape including a deep conditioning and blowout.
My concerns are she's ALWAYS wanted me visit her frequently in the past, which i feel like this is one reason it's self. Plus when i comes to my hair i am a plain jane, i don't flatiron or blow dry my hair at all. By going to my stylist every 6 wks i will be getting it blown out and flat ironed. Which is non negotiable (we had that talk in the beginning) and who's to say necessarily if it will be an over kill?
I am very frustrated at this point. I have been on this board (which seems like forever) and seen you lovely ladies transition, bc, start from a bald head and reach your goals like twice. I've even seen plenty of women who start their journey after or at the same time as me with a shorter length than myself reach WL and beyond.
Sorry for ranting but i feel like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and dunno what to do. What would you do? I have not had any real setbacks but my first stylist being scissor happy with me for a few years. Also not always being consistent places a major part, too. Are my ends really holding me back? Something has to give. TIA.
Ladies please help me, i am seeking feedback/advice.
I am really considering my stylist's proposal to me. She quoted me a discount price to visit her every 6 wks to get my ends in shape including a deep conditioning and blowout.
My concerns are she's ALWAYS wanted me visit her frequently in the past, which i feel like this is one reason it's self. Plus when i comes to my hair i am a plain jane, i don't flatiron or blow dry my hair at all. By going to my stylist every 6 wks i will be getting it blown out and flat ironed. Which is non negotiable (we had that talk in the beginning) and who's to say necessarily if it will be an over kill?
I am very frustrated at this point. I have been on this board (which seems like forever) and seen you lovely ladies transition, bc, start from a bald head and reach your goals like twice. I've even seen plenty of women who start their journey after or at the same time as me with a shorter length than myself reach WL and beyond.
Sorry for ranting but i feel like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and dunno what to do. What would you do? I have not had any real setbacks but my first stylist being scissor happy with me for a few years. Also not always being consistent places a major part, too. Are my ends really holding me back? Something has to give. TIA.
43 wks post texlax tomorrow.
Last night I found myself questioning my plan to transition to natural. I mean, on the one hand, I love the thickness that I'm seeing now. But, I'm almost always going to have to flat iron to show my length and I'm not good at flat ironing.
Then I think about the chemicals in the relaxer actually breaking down my hair and how flimsy it looks in comparison to my natural hair.
And as far as my texlaxed hair, sometimes I think it's disturbed just enough to put it into a state that it doesn't know how to act.
And wait, I'm not done. Would my relaxed hair look as skimpy if it were all relaxed? I mean, by comparison, yes. But my relaxed hair never looked skimpy until I started mixing textures. Sometimes I wonder how I allowed myself to get caught up in change when my hair was still growing while relaxed.
Oh, this is a schitzophrenic day for me. What to do? What to do? erplexed
I guess I'll do nothing right now. But I'm thinking. I'm ready to start wearing my hair long. How terrible would it be to relax and then keep my hair strong with henna?
@NJoy what do you mean by the bolded statement?
@NJoy, I have been where you are. I am fully texlaxed now and loving it. Your texlaxed hair will always get entangled with your fully relaxed hair and your natural hair is only seemlingly behaving because it's hiding under the texlaxed hair which is closer in texture to it than your fully relaxed hair. If that makes sense.
Fully relaxed hair does not seem to behave well or get along with any other textured hair unfortunately. I also noticed that my texlaxed hair and my new growth get along very well.
I wish you the best with whatever decision you make.
NJoy,@Aggie
Yes, that does make sense. My thought has always been that my hair will be easier to deal with once I free myself of the bonelaxed ends. I've already started trimming them away. I trimmed 2 inches so far. I don't really want to trim any more til later this year but that's gonna mean more fighting with the textures.
My texlaxed texture is close to the natural in the sense that it's hard to tell where one starts and the other ends. I'm hoping that things will sync when the bonelaxed hair's gone. You're response gives me hope. Thanks, girl!
Uh btw, how much ng do you have and how long do you go before texlaxing?
I will be doing a year stretch with my texture softner. I'm very excited about my new journey.