18 mea? I was wondering if I can buy it pure or in a product

[Matty4eva]

18 MEA otherwise known as 18-methyl Eicosanoic Acid is something that good for the hair cuticle. I want to buy it to use on my hair but I cant seem to find it pure or in a product that doesn't contain silicones, or paraffin liquidium or mineral oil. I was wondering if someone could suggest a product that I can leave on my hair