CrimsonBelle
Well-Known Member
Hello ladies,
If I may, I humbly ask for prayers for a broken heart. I wasn't sure whether or not to bump my old thread or to begin anew. I made a little progress since then, and was living what I felt to be a new life of revelation, gratitude, and belief. But somehow God thought that was not enough and took everything away. I don't know what I did wrong. I didn't complain, thanked him daily, said my prayers. I followed the rules as usual, and still I am not enough. It seems no matter what, I will never be enough for HIM. I think I have to come to terms with the fact that God will never fight for me, I don't know what I did wrong but sadly it seems I am not worth fighting for. I am 24 yrs old, and as of now I feel hopeless and am too young to be sad everyday of my life. I have been fighting for happiness for years and I feel like I have no more fight left. I don't pray for myself anymore cause it never works, but I like to pray for others cause it works for those whom I pray for and I like to feel like I am making a difference. If you have a spare moment, please do say a prayer for my broken heart and lack of peace of mind
Humbly I ask
Crimsonbelle
If I may, I humbly ask for prayers for a broken heart. I wasn't sure whether or not to bump my old thread or to begin anew. I made a little progress since then, and was living what I felt to be a new life of revelation, gratitude, and belief. But somehow God thought that was not enough and took everything away. I don't know what I did wrong. I didn't complain, thanked him daily, said my prayers. I followed the rules as usual, and still I am not enough. It seems no matter what, I will never be enough for HIM. I think I have to come to terms with the fact that God will never fight for me, I don't know what I did wrong but sadly it seems I am not worth fighting for. I am 24 yrs old, and as of now I feel hopeless and am too young to be sad everyday of my life. I have been fighting for happiness for years and I feel like I have no more fight left. I don't pray for myself anymore cause it never works, but I like to pray for others cause it works for those whom I pray for and I like to feel like I am making a difference. If you have a spare moment, please do say a prayer for my broken heart and lack of peace of mind
Humbly I ask
Crimsonbelle