Well I was unsuccessful in finding it. I checked another sally's, walmart again, cvs pharmacy, and walgreens. I can't even find it online So I purchased the regular and even though it's a very strong relaxer, I'm hoping to get this on fast so that I can rinse it out fast and it won't completely relax my hair. For those who texturize, how long does it take you to get the relaxer on? Do you smooth at all? How long do you leave it on and is one side (the side you started with) straighter than the other?