Kinkyhairlady
Well-Known Member
Decided to start this thread after reading my journal for the past 10 years. One thing I noticed I was consistent about is my love life and how I could not find a good man though I was dating those people were not really what I wanted. Page after page I wrote about not being married not having any children yet and when will my time come. This thought process has been going on for a long time. It suddenly dawned on me that maybe the reason I have yet to meet the right person is because I think about it to much, I complain about if to much, I talk about it to much, I read about it too much. I giving all this pitty party energy out to the universe and not truly loving life as is. Too worried I'm going to be single forever and not realizing it's hurting me more than helping. Even all these prayers for a man is just to much. As and you shall receive not beg and cry. In due to if it happens it happens. Men can spot a woman who desperately wants to be loved unfortunately the ones that spot this are not the good ones. The good ones are out there enjoying life to the fullest and can spot a woman who is doing the same despite her status.
Hope I don't offend anyone and those single ladies threads are ok but the more we swim in our sorrows the more of a chance we have to drown. My last entry in my journal was "I will be married and I will be a mother in the near future". Speak what you want into existence and stop wondering why you are single and why you can't get lucky.
Hope I don't offend anyone and those single ladies threads are ok but the more we swim in our sorrows the more of a chance we have to drown. My last entry in my journal was "I will be married and I will be a mother in the near future". Speak what you want into existence and stop wondering why you are single and why you can't get lucky.
