blazingthru
Well-Known Member
We overcome by our testimony
I thought about this and decided that perhaps knowing my struggles will help someone overcome theirs.
I have not reached the end. God is still carrying me through.
Jan 2011 I lost my job, well I lost it before then but Jan was my official date. ( I was terrified of losing my job, I thought that was the worst thing that could happen to me.) I overcame that, I survived losing my job. I guess it wasn't the worst thing to happen to me, I did it and I was still standing.
September 2011 My house was damage from a fire, from next door to me. So i stayed with my husband, we were separated at the time, then I stayed in a hotel for two weeks, a rental house for 4 months. I was out of my house for five months. I moved back in Feb. My husband had a new kitchen put in and appliances. it was very nice. He gave me $4,000.00 to purchase new furniture for the living room and a bedroom set. I used the rest of my money. He wasn't honest with me regarding the insurance money. He is very angry about giving me the money from the insurance, he felt that I should use my own money and not the insurance, my things were destroyed. He had nothing n this house, the insurance pay out was based on my things and the damage to the house. He received 3 checks but told me about two and I never saw them. During this time he had surgery and needed me to help him recover. I did, I drove him where he needed to go, I helped him get dressed and cooked and cut up his food so he could eat it. I cleaned his apartment and whatever he needed. when he was better, he cursed me. I am still standing.
June 2012 I got a letter stating my unemployment was ending. still standing
Then I was served with divorce papers. I could not breath, I was in total shock, I knew I was getting a divorce but we weren't getting Lawyers we were going to work it out. See I was going by my heart. I didn't want to do anything that was going to hurt him. I wasn't that kind of woman. I couldn't understand why I was served. I had just sent him info about a mediary, but he was playing me. he had filed years ago, just didn't pursue it. He reopened it or whatever it was, I was served and it was heartbreaking, all my neighbors were outside looking at this strange man walking back and forth with a paper in his hands and then he said my name and said I am served. I sat and held the paper. I thought I was divorced.
by the time I could breath again, my mother had a major stroke 8 days later, Major, she still cannot talk. But she is alive and she was only given 50% and so we are grateful. I miss her so much, I wasn't very close to my mom, but I was close to my parents. So I went to see them often and traveled with them. I usually cooked and made desserts when I went to see them. I still do, but not as often.
So unemployment ran out, no job, going through a divorce with a 300 dollars an hour attorney. My mom is sick, so I will be traveling back and forth to see her. Still no job, searching hard for a job, nothing. I have to go to court again and again and then he found out he can file motions all day and night, so back and forth to court. Yet, he doesn't fill out his paperwork. Feb 2013 horrible car accident and now I have no car. I can't afford car insurance because I had a horrible judge who cut my support payments down to 500.00 a month. Because he wants to rent the house, A lie, he wants to move back in the house. So she took what he would have charged for rent from me. Daughter in school, I have to help the best way I can with the little I have. Savings almost gone. Money from the car almost gone. I am on the bus and trains, no car to go food shopping.
Son gets a car, then later daughter buys a car, things are getting better, I get sick, I was sick with shingles and when I recovered I developed them again, then the hives. I get better go to school, I complete school got my certifications. Get internship have to get a TB test its positive.
its now 2014 still fighting in a divorce. Crazy. $4,000.00 dollars and still not divorced. I go days without food. I had to apply for stamps. I was ashamed and embarrassed, but I was starving. I had a few thousand left, but son had to have emergency surgery, he has no insurance so I had to pay. I am still standing.
back to court, I have to move, I was moving anyway after the divorce, I would use the settlement, but he wasn't waiting anymore. He filed a motion and I have a few weeks to leave.
I been in my home for 21 years. I am totally homeless, my husband brought this house while we were together but he never put my name on it. he said he was but something I said or did made him angry and he said he wouldn't and to this day, I never had a clue what I did or said.
I was suppose to start internship next week, but I got TB and now I do not know what is going to happen. Tuesday I find out whether its active or not either way I have to go on meds and I am certified to work in the hospital and I have no clue if I can still start, no one is giving me an answer, I suppose I have to wait to find out if its active, I won't know until Tuesday.
I been through a lot in such a short time, that I have trouble breathing. I have to pray for strength and sometimes the ability to carry things through. I have no ideal how I am going to get through TB none at all. I am hoping I can take the meds and that will be it. I am hoping its not active, but the breathing, I thought it was stress, I hope that is all it is. The test for me was painful, it should not have been but it hurts a lot. my arm is sore and huge, huge the size of two silver dollars.
God has something wonderful for me, I know it.
today, I met a friend, i hadn't seen her in years and she was a true and honest friend, she said, I am going to come and get you and we going to do something, and I broke down and cried. She was taken back at first but she understood. I didn't know how badly I was hurting until I saw her. Am I still standing?
I thought about this and decided that perhaps knowing my struggles will help someone overcome theirs.
I have not reached the end. God is still carrying me through.
Jan 2011 I lost my job, well I lost it before then but Jan was my official date. ( I was terrified of losing my job, I thought that was the worst thing that could happen to me.) I overcame that, I survived losing my job. I guess it wasn't the worst thing to happen to me, I did it and I was still standing.
September 2011 My house was damage from a fire, from next door to me. So i stayed with my husband, we were separated at the time, then I stayed in a hotel for two weeks, a rental house for 4 months. I was out of my house for five months. I moved back in Feb. My husband had a new kitchen put in and appliances. it was very nice. He gave me $4,000.00 to purchase new furniture for the living room and a bedroom set. I used the rest of my money. He wasn't honest with me regarding the insurance money. He is very angry about giving me the money from the insurance, he felt that I should use my own money and not the insurance, my things were destroyed. He had nothing n this house, the insurance pay out was based on my things and the damage to the house. He received 3 checks but told me about two and I never saw them. During this time he had surgery and needed me to help him recover. I did, I drove him where he needed to go, I helped him get dressed and cooked and cut up his food so he could eat it. I cleaned his apartment and whatever he needed. when he was better, he cursed me. I am still standing.
June 2012 I got a letter stating my unemployment was ending. still standing
Then I was served with divorce papers. I could not breath, I was in total shock, I knew I was getting a divorce but we weren't getting Lawyers we were going to work it out. See I was going by my heart. I didn't want to do anything that was going to hurt him. I wasn't that kind of woman. I couldn't understand why I was served. I had just sent him info about a mediary, but he was playing me. he had filed years ago, just didn't pursue it. He reopened it or whatever it was, I was served and it was heartbreaking, all my neighbors were outside looking at this strange man walking back and forth with a paper in his hands and then he said my name and said I am served. I sat and held the paper. I thought I was divorced.
by the time I could breath again, my mother had a major stroke 8 days later, Major, she still cannot talk. But she is alive and she was only given 50% and so we are grateful. I miss her so much, I wasn't very close to my mom, but I was close to my parents. So I went to see them often and traveled with them. I usually cooked and made desserts when I went to see them. I still do, but not as often.
So unemployment ran out, no job, going through a divorce with a 300 dollars an hour attorney. My mom is sick, so I will be traveling back and forth to see her. Still no job, searching hard for a job, nothing. I have to go to court again and again and then he found out he can file motions all day and night, so back and forth to court. Yet, he doesn't fill out his paperwork. Feb 2013 horrible car accident and now I have no car. I can't afford car insurance because I had a horrible judge who cut my support payments down to 500.00 a month. Because he wants to rent the house, A lie, he wants to move back in the house. So she took what he would have charged for rent from me. Daughter in school, I have to help the best way I can with the little I have. Savings almost gone. Money from the car almost gone. I am on the bus and trains, no car to go food shopping.
Son gets a car, then later daughter buys a car, things are getting better, I get sick, I was sick with shingles and when I recovered I developed them again, then the hives. I get better go to school, I complete school got my certifications. Get internship have to get a TB test its positive.
its now 2014 still fighting in a divorce. Crazy. $4,000.00 dollars and still not divorced. I go days without food. I had to apply for stamps. I was ashamed and embarrassed, but I was starving. I had a few thousand left, but son had to have emergency surgery, he has no insurance so I had to pay. I am still standing.
back to court, I have to move, I was moving anyway after the divorce, I would use the settlement, but he wasn't waiting anymore. He filed a motion and I have a few weeks to leave.
I been in my home for 21 years. I am totally homeless, my husband brought this house while we were together but he never put my name on it. he said he was but something I said or did made him angry and he said he wouldn't and to this day, I never had a clue what I did or said.
I was suppose to start internship next week, but I got TB and now I do not know what is going to happen. Tuesday I find out whether its active or not either way I have to go on meds and I am certified to work in the hospital and I have no clue if I can still start, no one is giving me an answer, I suppose I have to wait to find out if its active, I won't know until Tuesday.
I been through a lot in such a short time, that I have trouble breathing. I have to pray for strength and sometimes the ability to carry things through. I have no ideal how I am going to get through TB none at all. I am hoping I can take the meds and that will be it. I am hoping its not active, but the breathing, I thought it was stress, I hope that is all it is. The test for me was painful, it should not have been but it hurts a lot. my arm is sore and huge, huge the size of two silver dollars.
God has something wonderful for me, I know it.
today, I met a friend, i hadn't seen her in years and she was a true and honest friend, she said, I am going to come and get you and we going to do something, and I broke down and cried. She was taken back at first but she understood. I didn't know how badly I was hurting until I saw her. Am I still standing?