Nonie, I hear what you are saying,
but you did not commit suicide because you were of sound mind and you were angry and not "mentally disturbed" You knew what you were doing was wrong. The majority of people who committ suicide aren't of sound mind and therefore are unable to tell right from wrong.
Between my husband and I we have about 10 bibles in our home. All of them say "Thou shall not murder" and not "kill". There is a difference between murder and kill. God often ordered people to be "killed" but not to be murdered.
As someone said only God knows the real truth and that is true. I do know that's not going to be the first question I asked when I get to heaven. I'm just going to be happy to be there. By then it's not going to even matter with me. Everyone has their own opinion and that's okay with me

, and prayerfully with everyone else.
While I am unable to speak for all who commit suicide, I can speak for my son who joined God at His Throne.
It's always interesting to hear everyone version of the bible and how it's interperted by them.
I will soon be meeting with a lady who works with my hubby who just lost her 21year old daughter. She needs hope, peace and comfort right now, not weather or not her child committed a sin. She told my hubby she wants to know how I survived it. It was by the same God who I depend on daily.
God's love & blessings to everyone.
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