For those seeking a closer relationship w/ God

[GraceV2]

I just wanted to post my recent experience in case it would help someone in any way. I joined LHCF recently and one of my first posts was here in the CF about how after I was saved, reading the Bible felt like a chore as opposed to church service, worship through song, and praying. Thanks to the wonderful advice of several women in that post, I began to turn to my Bible little by little, reading a few passages here and there.

One night, the Lord led me to Proverbs 2: 1-5, which states "1 My son, if you receive my words,
And treasure my commands within you,
2 So that you incline your ear to wisdom,
And apply your heart to understanding;
3 Yes, if you cry out for discernment,
And lift up your voice for understanding,
4 If you seek her as silver,
And search for her as for hidden treasures;
5 Then you will understand the fear of the LORD,
And find the knowledge of God." NJV

I wanted wisdom and understanding from the Lord and this verse made me realize to know the Lord my God, I must diligently seek Him. Thus began my 40 day and night fast. I fasted from my particular vice, the media. I did not realize before this fast how much I turned to the media (TV, music, magazines, Internet) for so much that I should have been turning to the Lord for, such as easing my loneliness or for advice.

The Lord is so faithful. During this fast, my yearning for the outside world, slowly but surely became a yearning just for God and I finally got to hear His Voice through his Word. I became so hungry for the Word and the Lord that my vices became nonexistent to me. I went from not wanting to read my Bible and watching hours of TV everyday and being on the Internet everyday to only setting time aside for reading my Bible once, twice, or 3 times every single day--not out of obligation, but because my hunger was so great.

I asked the Lord for so much during this fast. My end of fast expectation list was about three pages long and you know what? By the Lord's love and grace, He has blessed me with all of these things, many of which manifested just last night, the 40th and last night of my fast. The Lord is an awesome God and wants to show His power in your life, if you just give Him the chance to do it. The Lord wants to use your life as a testimony to His Greatness as he did with mine.

Some may read what I consider a vice and laugh, but trust me I was addicted. It was sad how much I depended on these silly things, instead of spending time with the Lord. I have learned so much about the Lord and what he has planned for my future throughout these 40 days and am finally getting to know Him intimately which has left me truly in awe of his Majesty.

I just wanted to post this for anyone who wants a closer relationship with God, maybe a babe in Christ like me or just someone who is going through a struggle right now. Take a good look at your life and see what is maybe blocking the Lord from getting to you. Pray to the Lord before you fast, asking him for what you should fast from and for how long. The Lord's faithfulness will pull you close and your life will change dramatically.

Don't get me wrong, whatever your particular vise is, fasting from it will be a challenge and at times you will wonder why has to be so hard. Just remember,
Job 26He shall pray unto God, and he will be favourable unto him: and he shall see his face with joy: for he will render unto man his righteousness. 27He looketh upon men, and if any say, I have sinned, and perverted that which was right, and it profited me not;
28He will deliver his soul from going into the pit, and his life shall see the light.
29Lo, all these things worketh God oftentimes with man,
30To bring back his soul from the pit, to be enlightened with the light of the living. (NJV)


Be blessed :rosebud:

[PinkPebbles]

Welcome to the Forum....and you shared an awesome testimony!

Thanks for sharing and I hope that you continue to share with us.

~Blessings!

[michc]

That is a beautiful testimony, which speaks right into my own situation. Thank you and may the Lord continue to bless you sis.

[Whisper]

Your testimony is beautiful, it has blessed me. Thanks for sharing!

[Vonnieluvs08]

Thank you for this testimony. It is right on time for me, such a blessing. I need to take a page from your book. Thank you again. Be blessed.

[birdie]

This is such a beautiful testimony, so many will be blessed by this as I was. Thank you for this.

[Highly Favored8]

Wonderful and beautiful testimony! We serve an awesome God. Welcome to the forum.

[Laela]

ITA .. Awesome testimony!!! Glad I read it :yep:

[preciouzone]

This testimony was also timely for me. I was just about to over look
it, but then I am glad I took the time to read it. Thanks for sharing and
may God continue to bless you in all that you do!

[prettyfaceANB]

I did this once for 30 days. It was very impacting on my spiritual walk. You have encouraged me to do it again. I'll do it 40 days this time. I know it will be hard.

Can I ask you did the music include gospel too?
Did you stay off the internet completely? I like to watch sermons online.

Thank you for this thread.

[GraceV2]

Everyone has been so welcoming and receptive to my testimony. Thank you so much ladies! We serve such an awesome God, don't we?

Hi Prettyface, it's so funny you asked me about the gospel music because I had to fast from it as well. The Lord placed conviction in my spirit about how I depended so much on gospel music to teach me about the Lord & His goodness, instead of seeking His actual Word in the Bible.

Pre-fast, I'd listen to the Winans, Israel & New Breed, etc. all day instead of reading the Bible. Looking back, it's so funny how I just could not understand why I couldn't hear the Lord's voice.

The other part of it was my love for singing. Before fasting, I didn't realize that there were times that I wasn't even really praising the Lord while singing as much as I was envisioning myself singing the song in church, conferences, etc. Without realizing it, I was actually sinning when I listened to gospel music (vanity).

As for the Internet, I only logged on for necessities (paying bills/printing coupons). I didn't log on to Christian sites, LHCF, fashion sites, hair sites, etc. at all (I spent a couple of hrs. on these sites everyday pre-fast).

[ToyToy]

Thank you so much for your testimony! It has really blessed me. I yearn to hear from God too (on a daily basis) - I wish I wasn't so easily distracted...
I am thinking of fasting media as well. There is so much junk out there, yet you find yourself addicted to this junk. Even though most of the programmes on (british SKY) TV right now are re-runs of re-runs of re-runs of shows that we have seen over and over and over again, I still find myself glued to the box. That's not normal, right? Not having a job doesn't help either, unfortunately. The good thing though is that I am studying part-time, which requires a lot of my time too, so I cannot afford to waste too much time watching telly. Plus, I have to find a job very, very soon!

Thanks again for your awesome testimony! :)

[prettyfaceANB]

Everyone has been so welcoming and receptive to my testimony. Thank you so much ladies! We serve such an awesome God, don't we?

Hi Prettyface, it's so funny you asked me about the gospel music because I had to fast from it as well. The Lord placed conviction in my spirit about how I depended so much on gospel music to teach me about the Lord & His goodness, instead of seeking His actual Word in the Bible.

Pre-fast, I'd listen to the Winans, Israel & New Breed, etc. all day instead of reading the Bible. Looking back, it's so funny how I just could not understand why I couldn't hear the Lord's voice.

The other part of it was my love for singing. Before fasting, I didn't realize that there were times that I wasn't even really praising the Lord while singing as much as I was envisioning myself singing the song in church, conferences, etc. Without realizing it, I was actually sinning when I listened to gospel music (vanity).

As for the Internet, I only logged on for necessities (paying bills/printing coupons). I didn't log on to Christian sites, LHCF, fashion sites, hair sites, etc. at all (I spent a couple of hrs. on these sites everyday pre-fast).

Wow. Thank you. You're right about the music and singing part. I do that too. I guess I am guilty of vanity and I know I rely heavy on music when I am in my car.
My job and school is 80-95% on the internet so I can not avoid that but I do spend ALOT of time on the internet doing other stuff.

I am ready to do this again but taking it to another level. Before, I still was on the internet alot but no tv and no secular music. You've encouraged me to go a step further. I soooo need this. I've been feeling like I am literally starving spiritually and its killing me. And there's some things in my life I need God to really help me with. I am going to be faithful that he will extend favor and grace to me in these areas.

I am going to do this from Oct. 1 and end Nov. 10. I know it will be hard because I am an internet junkie. But I need to starve my flesh for a while. She's been taking over to much.

Praise, God! I am actually feeling better about today.

[KiSseS03]

Thank you sooo much for posting your testimony. I am a babe in Christ as well, and I really want to hear God's voice! I know my time on the internet is definitely a hindrance in this area, I'm inspired to fast in this area as well.

[Mrs.TheBronx]

What an awesome testimony! It really blessed me! I love it because it rejuventes me and gets me going again.. :) Thank you!

[creolesugarface]

so this was a media fast but was it also like a food fast?

[momi]

Thank you for sharing your testimony of God working in your life to bring you closer to Him and His word. There are things I would like to gain a complete understanding of in the word - to be honest I wanted to learn these things the easy way. He wants us to seek Him with all that we have and fully follow after Him.

I SO needed this reminder.

[GraceV2]

so this was a media fast but was it also like a food fast?

Hi creolesugarface, it was just a media fast for me. The Lord directed me to fast from what was keeping me from actively participating in our relationship & at the time that was definitely my attachment to things of the media.

[lolascurls]

Thank you for that testimony!
I need to fast of these thing too because I am slacking in time with God!
I find I go on the internet in the evening and it takes too much effort to pull me from it!
I've been on a TV fast for quite a while now because I have to live away from home for work and I have read my Bible more in this time.
But I'm struggling in faith and I need a word for ME right now!

God bless you for posting this!

[sweetjam2]

wow!! what a wonderful, inspiring testimony and it is an ontime word for me. Thank you for sharing. Be blessed