I have to admit. I was becoming discouraged! I started worrying that I would never get out of this rut!!! Looking back at some of my old blogs makes me sad. I was in a bad place. It's so crazy how having a sh!tty job can really screw up your life. I have to tell you. I HATED the job I was doing. Absolutely despised it. I'm so glad I got this new job!! Of course it will be a big change from what I'm doing, but I'm ready for it! I really feel like there's nowhere to go but up from...

I can't believe we have almost been married two years! Time has seriously flown by. I have been doing a lot of reflecting on my relationship and marriage. I think we are past the honeymoon stage. But it's not too bad. I think we always miss the way things were in the beginning. When people were on their best behavior. It's not like that anymore, but it's bittersweet. We are definitely more comfortable and relaxed with each other, which is good. But I think we have also started taking...

That's how I feel right now with my life. No change. No improvement. No progress. Nothing. It is driving me insane. I can't focus. I can't think. I can't concentrate. It's to the point where I may do something drastic just to CREATE change in my life. Something has got to give! Honestly, the only thing holding me back right now is my husband. I would pick up my child and go in a heartbeat if I could. If I didn't love (and like) him I would have been gone. But I can't deny that I do love him and...

I'm not in a good place right now. I feel like the only two things that are going right in my life are my marriage and my child. Everything else seems like it's falling apart. I hate not feeling in control. If anything else goes wrong I don't know what I will do. It gets so overwhelming and sometimes I don't know what to do. I talk to some people about it, but I only get so far for fear of burdening them or making them worry. Ugh. I look forward to the day when I can look back at this time...

I just had to vent again today. I am SO SICK of people trying to tell us how to raise OUR child!!!! We are TRYING to raise our child in a healthy manner, while everyone doesn't seem to give a damn!!! I'm so over this!! We chose to just have our baby drink water on a regular basis and have asked our inlaws (who watch her during the week) not to give her anything but water. Now my daughter has had juice before on a handful of occasions, but not much. But I don't want my inlaws to go crazy giving...