I am not ready for a relationship
gasp
call the police
dis gyal has some type of dis-ease???

No. I just realized some things.
First in my mind, I put myself down. I always think I am never good enough, never pretty enough, never sexy enough. At the same time I have learned so much about making sure you find a mate who will respect you and love you. These two ideas are not meeting. While I think I can find a BF/SO with these qualities, how will...

I remember that when I joined this board I was 17 and I said I wanted to be "that girl" by the time I was 21. So I guess I have 360 days left!!!!
My goals were to:

• loose weight (20 pounds)
• have BSL hair
• hair great skin (face and body)
• have a healthy diet (slightly raw?)
• have a great attitude (LOA)
• be progessing in my profession and personal life

Here is my plan for 2009:
Hair

1. Use BT/Megatek/Bee Mine/ MN: I know it sounds like a lot but I plan...