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Posted 01-08-2009 at 02:06 AM by cutiebe2
Updated 01-08-2009 at 02:10 AM by cutiebe2

I am not ready for a relationship
gasp
call the police
dis gyal has some type of dis-ease???

No. I just realized some things.
First in my mind, I put myself down. I always think I am never good enough, never pretty enough, never sexy enough. At the same time I have learned so much about making sure you find a mate who will respect you and love you. These two ideas are not meeting. While I think I can find a BF/SO with these qualities, how will I maintain a healthy relationship if I am not healthy (mentally) myself?

I really need to stop this cycle. This negative thinking is only coroding my spirit. There is tons of wealth on the board so between here, book, etc I should be able to get it under control. I am doing the CCOR 100 day challenge and one of my goals is to not only have more confidence in myself but be more centered.

I have a crush on somebody but in my mind I never think I am good enough or pretty enough to be with him. This is only setting me up for failure and a possible troubled relationship if we were to get together. If he approaches me that would be interesting but I am not trying to get with him. I really need to focus on me and God has been trying to tell me this for a while, but I try to tune out his voice. I think God knows that if I take time and really try to be the best person I can be, there will be nothing stopping me. But as a human I am impatient. I want a BF now!!! I want to snuggle now!!! I want love now!!!
Over the next 100 days I will update so that people can know the progress I am making. I cannot wait to see the real person I can become.
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    Girl I'm in the same boat as you are. There's someone who wants to be with me but I know I'm not ready and it would be better in our best interests to not hookup. I too am trying to give myself time. Goodluck on finding yourself. ((HUGS))
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    :kiss: [COLOR=DarkOrchid]same to you babe!! Hopefully 2009 will be our year![/COLOR]
    Posted 01-08-2009 at 02:29 AM by guyanesesista guyanesesista is offline
    Updated 01-09-2009 at 08:40 AM by cutiebe2
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    wow..this was always the thought in the back of my head... "even if i got a bf, what would i do? i dont even know if i know how to be apart of a relationship" but OF COURSE i brushed it out of my mind because i wanted it anyway. i already said that 2009 is going to be about me and becoming a better me but we shouldnt do it for the sake of finding mates. im convinced that once we become better us's finding a bf/so will not at all be a priority or concern because we'll be too busy reveling in the glory of ourselves and being content with ourselves lol
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    [COLOR=DarkOrchid]truer words were never spoken. I know its hard because everyone around us seems to have a boo...but at the same time most of them end up in not so good relationships! I am convinced that God will never do me wrong but I need to start to practice what I preach!![/COLOR] :kiss:
    Posted 01-08-2009 at 02:42 PM by SugarPie SugarPie is offline
    Updated 01-09-2009 at 08:42 AM by cutiebe2
 


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