**2010 Random Christian Thoughts Thread**

[luthiengirlie]

:cough::cough: pray for me. :giggle:

Do you want me to pray a "Adonai, please take care of my homegirl" type of prayer or a somethin specific prayer

[luthiengirlie]

I'm trying to memorize the Lord's Prayer for some unclear reason. This is what I have so far.

My Dear Abba in heaven. Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven, Give me this day my daily bread. Forgive my transgressions as I forgive my transgressors. Keep me from evil and do not lead me into temptaion. In Yeshua's name. Amein

I prolly got some thangs wrong

[Abdijz]

Do you want me to pray a "Adonai, please take care of my homegirl" type of prayer or a somethin specific prayer

:lachen: It doesn't matter. I like when people pray for me so anything is great thank you.

[Abdijz]

I saw these girls who were pre-teens to teenagers who excited to receive free bibles. What a blessing. :love3:

[luthiengirlie]

This is a heavy thing I'm about to say:

I realized. Sexual abuse makes. Me submissive sexually and even generally. I wrestled about this within myself. I knew I would be submissive in a bsdm sense. Its not bibically immoral in the confines of marriage. Its even ENCOURAGED in some Christian circles. And its okay. And I'm okay with it. Why is Adonai telling me HE'S not okay with it for me. It took a loing time for me to accept this about myself. Why is He asking me to trust Him with breaking me out of submissiveness when this is what He requests of us? Why are You asking me to love You like a wife would and NOT see You as my Master? Hosea 2:6 Why are You asking me yet again to accept a new mindset? WHY?

[Abdijz]

This is a heavy thing I'm about to say:

I realized. Sexual abuse makes. Me submissive sexually and even generally. I wrestled about this within myself. I knew I would be submissive in a bsdm sense. Its not bibically immoral in the confines of marriage. Its even ENCOURAGED in some Christian circles. And its okay. And I'm okay with it. Why is Adonai telling me HE'S not okay with it for me. It took a loing time for me to accept this about myself. Why is He asking me to trust Him with breaking me out of submissiveness when this is what He requests of us? Why are You asking me to love You like a wife would and NOT see You as my Master? Hosea 2:6 Why are You asking me yet again to accept a new mindset? WHY?

Some are called to be bakers, others to be plumbers, but whatever the Lord ask, that is what we must do. Work it!

[Sharpened]

This is a heavy thing I'm about to say:

I realized. Sexual abuse makes. Me submissive sexually and even generally. I wrestled about this within myself. I knew I would be submissive in a bsdm sense. Its not bibically immoral in the confines of marriage. Its even ENCOURAGED in some Christian circles. And its okay. And I'm okay with it. Why is Adonai telling me HE'S not okay with it for me. It took a loing time for me to accept this about myself. Why is He asking me to trust Him with breaking me out of submissiveness when this is what He requests of us? Why are You asking me to love You like a wife would and NOT see You as my Master? Hosea 2:6 Why are You asking me yet again to accept a new mindset? WHY?Perhaps He wants your submission to be an active thing, not a passive one, meaning you will do it because you love Him, not just because you are used to being that way. He wants you to submit (to Him), not be submissive, or the next man who comes along and senses your submissiveness might take advantage of you. Sometimes, you cannot be submissive to people for the flesh is corrupt. Catch my meaning?

[luthiengirlie]

Perhaps He wants your submission to be an active thing, not a passive one, meaning you will do it because you love Him, not just because you are used to being that way. He wants you to submit (to Him), not be submissive, or the next man who comes along and senses your submissiveness might take advantage of you. Sometimes, you cannot be submissive to people for the flesh is corrupt. Catch my meaning?

I had to ask the Holy Spirit for clarity of your words. Forgive me. You are saying. He wants me to submit to Him out of love and choice. Vs You're stronger than me Adonai. I bow and do as You command. You have the right to dominate and control my spirit.

He is saying: No. Submit because You love me and I love you. Let us build a LOVE relationship. Not a Master/slave relationship.

Wow. Oyyyyyyyy. I want to say Yes but what if I fail Him in the love thing?

Its only the blood of Yeshua that I have fallen to another fleshly Master. I always knew He didn't permit such again.

Ruach Ha Kodesh brought my friend to my memory. She too has expierenced abuse. But it was more severe. She doesn't know how to function without domination. She needs someone to tell her stuff. She's what we call a soul giver. That is the most extreme.

I remember being in a state of spiritual transation. I was trying to rebuild my relationship with God. He came in EXACTLY during that transition. I was so spiritually that I could not withstand his dominance. He had me walking to school and almost passing out in 105 DEGREE weather because he demanded I see him. I failed an entire semester of school submitting to his dominance. I think he became my god. For that Adonai I repent.


I'm thinking that submission to soul destroyers like him is NOT love. YHWH is asking for a diffrent KIND of submission as it seems Nymphe. I owe it to Adonai and myself to say Yes and explore that

[nicola.kirwan]

Do any of you have any insight into what it could mean if you keep seeing something repeatedly? Yesterday I saw police cars and ambulances all day long. All.day.long. Today, it was pregnant women. I had to have seen at least 4 pregnant women today--like really noticeably pregnant.

___

Also, a situation has transpired with a friend that is almost an exact repeat of a series of events that transpired between us 3 years ago, even down to the dates (that's the really weird part). And it's not just one thing that happened, it's a series of events and conversations over a period of months that played out almost exactly as they did in 2007. A part of me says that perhaps the repeat happened so that my response can be correct this time (I reacted poorly the first time), but still it's eerie that things would occur exactly the same way again. Maybe this is the chance to break a cycle?

:perplexed:

[Sharpened]

Do any of you have any insight into what it could mean if you keep seeing something repeatedly? Yesterday I saw police cars and ambulances all day long. All.day.long. Today, it was pregnant women. I had to have seen at least 4 pregnant women today--like really noticeably pregnant. The first thing that comes to mind: a warning? Why? Only He knows...

Also, a situation has transpired with a friend that is almost an exact repeat of a series of events that transpired between us 3 years ago, even down to the dates (that's the really weird part). And it's not just one thing that happened, it's a series of events and conversations over a period of months that played out almost exactly as they did in 2007. A part of me says that perhaps the repeat happened so that my response can be correct this time (I reacted poorly the first time), but still it's eerie that things would occur exactly the same way again. Maybe this is the chance to break a cycle?

:perplexed:You are correct. Sometimes, He places us in similar situation to try to break us out of the habit of reacting as the world does. Martha complaining about her sister Mary not helping her to Jesus is an example of this.

[Renewed1]

Next week is going to be my week of great things. I'm tired of this downward slope.

[Abdijz]

God is not the author of confusion.

[luthiengirlie]

Adonai,You're awesome and that is all

[Laela]

Human-based emotions/desires and love (eros) should never be equated with God's unconditional Love, which corrects and reproves. Effective parents don't let their kids do just anything they want, to prove they love them. That is not Love.

[luthiengirlie]

The strangest thing happened. I was standing in my bathroom alone. Something pushed me. Then when I took a shower I saw a hand mark on my skin

What u think?

[Guitarhero]

Please say a quick prayer for my medical condition...that it's resolved soon and with as little pain as possible.


Luthiengirlie, I plead the blood of Jesus over you. The blood of Jesus protect you. The blood of Jesus save you. The blood of Jesus prosper you. The blood of Jesus guide you.

Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Divine Power of God,
cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.\

Amein.

[luthiengirlie]

Volver are you saying you understand what happened? Please explain if u do. I will pray for u

[luthiengirlie]

YHWH's name truly encompasses this,Not the cymbol-like noise we create with our arrogance, but this: Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has a personal knowledge of My mercy, love, and kindness--trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never]. Psalm 91:4 AMP

[GoddessMaker]

I hope this week isn't my last but if it is I won't be mad..I wouldn't have to struggle anymore..I'm trying to not be sad and try to see the good but it's hard.I think Im just one that will always be sad no matter what.I wish I was a girl who had a knight and shining armor come and scoop me up but Im not gem no beauty therefore Im on my own..Lord why won't you let me perish..why do keep trying to use me..Im worthless not good enough for anything..the most simple people get ahead yet I can't do anything..back to mental darkness oh and I hope all you positive ladies have a great week you deserve it..

[luthiengirlie]

GoddesMaker. I luv ya girl. I DON'T want u havin that attitude for 3 reasons:

1. Power is in the tounge. SPEAK LIFE LADY not death

2. I pray for u erry night!

3. LHCF CF ladies love u so. I KNOW it'll get better! I feel it in my funny bone!

So there!